Pull My Pants Up???!!

I swear this is how I be feeling sometimes when people(anybody) tells me to pull my pants up. Shoutout to Webbie TRILL ENT Young Savage for putting whoever he was talking to in there place.

MaMa's Boyfriend!!?!!

I never liked when my mom brought a guy around, I was so young I didn't understand, why is he pretending he like me, cause I don't like this nigga, why are you really here??, I already gotta daddy and yo bitch-ass need to move bro real talk. Those were my thoughts at that age, but now that I think about its kinda funny because that guy that I didnt like when I was little will prolly be me one day haha. Kanye has a song called "Mama's boyfriend" explaining that exact same feeling.......ENJOY!!

Look what came in the mail.....

Shoutout the Flyness for finally hooking me up with a splinter design was my idea, but he did the work, and a damn good job.....

No Title!!

This video shows that females can too sometime act like niggas, they are human just as males, they have needs and wants, and do/say things that they cant always explain, thats whats makes us human. The video shows how she was cheating on her bf, and comes home to him one night to find out that he is going to purpose smh, fucked up aint it?? Everytime I see this video or hear the song, it just makes me wanna get my shit together before something like this happens to me smh, but work with me I'm trying, I really am, but it doesn't come natural abre with me it could take a bit......
buddy signing off

enjoy!!

Thank You!!

Just wanna take this time to give thanks to the man upstairs without him nothing is possible, he has brought me a long way in ways you couldn't even believe and its just getting started. I'm only 21 and I learn things about myself everyday. I can't wait to see what the Lord has in store for ya boy next, things can only get better I hope, has long as I keep him first things should be a-1 yola. Real Spill...... I'm learning to let go of situations and let God do the work. Eliminating unnessacry people from my life and staying true to me. I will go a long way and do big things, with the help of him of course, I swear sometime it feel like he takes me through hell, but i try not to trip because I know by trusting in him I gotta round trip ticket so everything gone be good I just know it is, so Thanks in advance, you my been my nigga since the front doe and I greatful for everything you've done and everything your gonna do.......preciate dat R.N.S


Thanks Bro

Lost Ones..

Anybody that knows me would tell you that this is prolly one of my favorite Jay-z songs, I can't really explain why, it just explains how people will turn on you when things get rough or when time changes, and blame you for things it's really them. Everybody changes, with time comes change. Great song, I love it....



I don't think it's meant to be, be
for she loves her work more than she does me
And honestly, at twenty-three
I would probably love my work more than I did she
So we, ain't we
It's me, and her
'Cause what she prefers over me, is work
And that's, where we, differ
So I have to give her
Free, time, even if it hurts
So breathe, mami, it's deserved
You've been put on this earth to be
All you can be, like the reserves
And me? My time in this army, it's served
So I have to allow she, her, time to serve
The time's now for her
The time she'll mature
And maybe we, can be, we, again like we were
Finally, my time's too short to share
And to ask her now, it ain't fair
So yeah, she lost one.....

Dont Dwell On the Past...

Either try to make the situation better, or learn from it, you'll become a better person either way.....

All White Everything!!!!!!

Changing it up this summer, All White Everything!!

All Black Everything!!!!

Black has always been one of my favorite colors, why ? idk....Black is just one of those colors that doesn't show emotion......like me...

Illuminati BITCH and we in dis hoe haha lol

p.s, If you believe in that shit YOUR STUPID......

That H Town bad biii.....

Ok, where do I start???.....(silent for a few moments)

uhhh Ok here goes nothing, so there's this girl I've been knowing for a lil while now she's from Houston and I have feelings for her {deep feelings}that I just cant seem to shake for many reasons, me and this girl shared many special moments together, I think about ALL the time smh, I've grown to love her through the good times and bad, I can be a total retard around her at any given time, I can just be me, no gimmicks, no games, just me and I think that's what made our relationship so special, you don't meet people you can be yourself around everyday, well i don't...... It was just crazy how we bonded together. She had a smile that brighten up the room, personality some girls would wish for and a sense of style/fashion that only your everyday kinda girl would only dream about. But this my friend isn't your everyday kinda girl, she cooked and cleaned & made love at the drop of a dime, watched sports(and understood them) knew how to have fun and have a good time, smart, went to church, had goals and ambition and a body that would make you slap yo moma lol she really is one of H Town's Finest TRUE STORY!!!!!!....She had some flaws about her, but who doesn't she had the attitude like a Head Coach of a football team and wouldn't hesitate to snap on anyone who crossed her wrong, and honestly it kinda turned me on ha ha, she had a horrible attitude and horrible is a nice way to put it, but other than that .....What man wouldn't want that?? sounds like wifey material right??...sounds too good to be true right, but it wasn't sad to say,but I may have let a good.......... naw fuck that a GREAT one get away, I wasn't ready to give her what she wanted and needed, I was still playing and being a little boy smh. I had what I got down one my knees and prayed about to God every night for right in my face and didn't realize it. I hope its not too late to make things right with this special lady even though we have tried time and time again I'm maturing and trying to be a man as they like to call it. I just hope to God she doesn't find someone to replace yours truly, but if she does I'll be happy for her and the fella that did what I couldn't do back then. I made a lot of stupid choices and decisions that I gotta live with. She taught me a lot about myself and life, she set the bar that I don't see any female coming close to. I hate this feeling not being able to have what I want, its like going in the store and seeing some shoes you want and not being able to get em for whatever reason its sucks and I hate it. I haven't heard from her in awhile I hope she's out somewhere thinking bout me the way I be thinking bout her...#Shoutout to that special lady that still holds my heart{she know who she is}......

Drizzy/Drake

Drake breaks down the track Resistance about how everything he rap's about is real, something most rappers now-a-days do, but I stumbled upon a Drake interview, seems like a pretty calm and collected kinda guy, seems very down to earth, but yet cocky and humble and the same time...Enjoy

Free Mason...

Free Mason a track on Rick Ross latest cd Teflon Don. Rick Ross has always made music that you can just ride to. Jay-Z also killed rumors of him being apart of the "Illuminati". I fuck with this track and so should you....





Jay-Z Verse
Niggas couldnt do nothing with me, So they put the devil on me,
I woulda preferred niggas to squeeze the metal on me,
Rumors of lucifer i dont know who to trust,
Whole world want my demise turn the music UP.
Hear me clearly if yall niggas fear me, just say yall fear me, fuck all these fairy tales,
Go to hell this is God's engineering, this is a hail mary pass yall in the fearing,
He without sin shall cast the first stone, so yall look in the mirror and double check yall appearance.
Bitch I said I was AMAZIN...not that im a Mason, Its amazing that I made it through the maze i was in,
Lord forgive me but i never wouldve made it without sin,
Holy water my face in the bassin, diamonds in my rosary shows he forgave him,
Bitch im red hot, im on my third 6 but A DEVIL IM NOT,
My Jesus piece blooded but thou shall not cover it keep yo eyes on my covet im a bad mothafucka its HOV JUST SAY YOU LOVED IT!

.....oh yea Rick Ross has a friend who's name is Mason that's in jail, thats why the song is titled "Free Mason"

Living life one day at a time...

Tomorrow isn't promised to any of us, your born , you go to school,work,and then you die. sad, but true, somewhere in between you gotta live life to it's limits and have fun, do dumb shit that you'll live to tell your grandkids about. Because when it's all said and done the things we have on earth with us we wont be able to take any of it with us, we will all die one day and leave with NOTHING. You just gotta find what makes you happy in life and stick with it, dont get so caught up and worry about making money because once yuo make that your main focus it will become you only focus....buddy bitch and im out

I FUCKING HATE LOVE!!!!!

I posted this before, but this post is soo real and authentic to what I'm feeling now I just had to re-post it again. Me being a 21 year old young man and having ups and downs in former relationship(s), I hate to say it but I really don't know what Love is..... I mean yea I thought it was having feelings and sharing thoughts and a bond with that special someone and caring for them, being there for them when they need you, sharing your body with them physically and emotionally, but I've come to realize it's much more then that...what is it exactly?? I don't fucking know lol, I'm still trying to figure out what exactly love is, some people don't really find there true soul-mate until late 40's. I hope it doesn't take me that long to find love. I guess growing up under my mothers house and watching my parents go through a divorce at a young age is what cause me to be this semi-emotional type-a-nigga that even cares about love. I watched my parents go through a lot, and I hate to say it but I don't wanna be alone, but shidd who does?? get my drift..??..but anywho here's the post I was talking bout

to be cont....Buddy

Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and opens your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so no one can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.... You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the mind. It's a soul hurt, a body hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

and dats real....

Thank Me Later

A classic cd from beginning to end, Drake is the man right now everything he seems to put his hands on is turning into gold. He is one of the few rappers that actually raps about things normal people can relate which is why is he so greatly appreciated. Keep doing ya thang Drizzy Drake

MJ goes in on LeBron...

Just a few weeks ago Lebron James decided to take his career down to South Beach and play with D.Wade and the Miami Heat. Smart move or not? Michael Jordan said he would've never called up Bird and Magic asking to them join his team. Does his take away from the competitiveness of the sport? we shall see this up and coming season...

Been away for a minute!!

I been gone for a lil while busy with school, work and life, they all have there ups and downs but hey its life, and im back to post about differnt shit that be on Buddy's mind, sit back and enjoy.....